Sitemap - 2022 - An Ordinary Disaster

Chapter 1 — Learning to love Mickey's Malt Liquor—and waking up with a concussion

E13 / Coming Out and Letting Go with Chris Ryan

Quarter-20 Cap Screw

Inspiration from Dec 2022

E12 / Finding Connection with Bill Maeda

The False Grail

My entire book-length memoir, serialized right here on Substack

E11 / Generative Action with Fernando Desouches

What I'm Reading, Nov 2022

Screaming in Pain—and Laughing in Wonder

What I've Learned from Ten Brothers and Teachers

E10 / Everyday Flow with James Brown

A Five-Minute Love Affair With Natural Wine

E09 / The Adventure of Young Fatherhood with Noah Rainey

What I'm Reading, Oct 2022

Thinking of AI as an intuition machine

E08 / Sex is Better Sober with Kenyon Phillips

A rundown on my writing tools

Why I Don't Use Psychedelics

E07 / Essence, Intuition, and Penetrating Divine Illumination with Robert Ellis

What is Intuition? A Whole and Open Mind

What I'm Reading, September 2022

E06 / Psychosis, Diagnosis and Gnosis with Anthony David Adams

Sept 2022 open thread: not being (or being) a parent, openness, masculinity—and...audio.

Doing my best to get my nose in it

Sex at Dawn, live at Budokon

Less Warrior, More Clown

E05 / Alchemy, purpose, and love with Bob Conlin

E04 / Redefining Discipline and Freedom with T Callahan

Why I No Longer Cringe at Being Called a "Kitesurfer"

Guided meditation: The River

What I'm Reading, July–August 2022

The Man Pays

Doing the Goat Work on the GR20 in Corsica

Appreciating the uniquely delicious feeling of the last time

E03 / The Blessing of Acceptance and Belonging, with Lucas Krump of EVRYMAN

Adventure Doesn't Happen by Accident

E02 / The Periodic Table of Love, with Michael “Roddy” McDowell

Star Drive

The Unfolding

What we know of "love" often leaves out the truth, and how men can bring more truth to love

E01 / Safety, freedom, leadership—and Jed's a millionaire, with Adam Gayner

A Matter of Survival

Change of Heart

Advertising is Obsolete

Guided meditation: Patterns of Nature

An interview with Bowen on Camden Hoch's Truth & Dare podcast

Jackpots and Gunshots

What Keeps Me From Fucking Up My Life?

Jenny Eighteen