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Happy Music Makes Me Angry
...and angry music makes me happy
Jul 15, 2023
What I'm Reading — Jan 2023
Scott Britton, Brad Listi, Michael Mohr, Kim Stanley Robinson, Steven Pressfield, James Lee Burke, Charlie Engle, Amy Blackstone, Andy Johns, Liv…
Jan 29, 2023 • Bowen Dwelle
My entire book-length memoir, serialized right here on Substack
From “Who am I, and how could I not know?” to finding the voice of self, sanity and soul.
Dec 1, 2022 • Bowen Dwelle
I'm here to be myself as much as possible—and the absolute truth can only be...nothing.
A conversation about meaning, identity, physicality, and purpose with Bowen Dwelle and Andy Johns
Jun 10, 2023 • Andy Johns and Bowen Dwelle
E15 / Behind the Mask with Ashanti Branch
Discipline, adulthood, intimacy and the range of deep connection, giving room to explore someone’s thinking, the power of positive confrontation, and…
Feb 6, 2023
44:35
"Writing yourself into existence" with Lyle McKeany
Writing yourself into existence, how writing is like music, whether men can say “sex”, writing memoir as a man, what we're afraid to write about…
May 20, 2023 • Bowen Dwelle and Lyle McKeany
Doing my best to get my nose in it
Memoir and personal essay on identity, intuition, addiction and more.
Sep 18, 2022 • Bowen Dwelle
E09 / The Adventure of Young Fatherhood with Noah Rainey
A commitment to joy and fun, the power of invitation, embodied virtues, exploring the territory of fear, unexpected fatherhood, rites of passage, the…
Oct 31, 2022
52:01
Star Drive
Still mostly asleep in the liminal dawn, I first hear the wind as it pours over the ridge, shaking the trees and wrapping the house in white, blowing…
Jul 21, 2022 • Bowen Dwelle
What I've Learned from Ten Brothers and Teachers
Adam Gayner, Roddy McDowell, Lucas Krump, T Callahan, Bob Conlin, Anthony David Adams, Robert Ellis, Kenyon Phillips, Noah Rainey, and James Brown on…
Nov 17, 2022 • Bowen Dwelle
Love as a place
a clutch of roses dropped in a Capp Street crosswalk
Nov 8, 2023 • Bowen Dwelle
Chapter 8 — A guerrilla mission to scale San Francisco's most iconic landmark
Chapter 08 from my memoir in progress. A guerrilla climb of the north tower of the Golden Gate bridge in 1988, at night.
Mar 17, 2023 • Bowen Dwelle
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