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E05 / Alchemy, purpose, and love with Bob Conlin
Listen now (42 mins) | Alchemy, eating the shadow, creating a conscious relationship with fear, the illusion of purpose—and how we find it along the…
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I'm here to be myself as much as possible—and the absolute truth can only be...nothing.
A conversation about meaning, identity, physicality, and purpose with Bowen Dwelle and Andy Johns
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The False Grail
The myth of the Holy Grail—and of purpose, Robert Johnson, John Paul Brammer, Toko-Pa Turner, John Daniel, Connor Beaton, and how we can move towards…
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Eighteen essays about addiction, masculinity, creativity, and intuition
As well as anxiety, fitness, sobriety, self-discipline, purpose, love, adventure, pain yoga, intuition, the collective unconscious, psychedelics…
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Less Warrior, More Clown
Resistance, slaying dragons, eating shame, the false Grail, bus work, and Jackass S03E01
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Star Drive
Still mostly asleep in the liminal dawn, I first hear the wind as it pours over the ridge, shaking the trees and wrapping the house in white, blowing…
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E08 / Sex is Better Sober with Kenyon Phillips
Listen now (48 mins) | Human animals, addiction, marriage, surprise fatherhood, manhood, masculinity, money, the illusion of security, and getting our…
Inspiration from Dec 2022
Corinna Cohn, Connor Beaton, Alexander Bard, Bill Maeda, Shana James, Zoë Kors, Juliet Allen, Chris Ryan, Wilfred Reilly, Phil Stutz, David Katznelson…
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What I've Learned from Ten Brothers and Teachers
Adam Gayner, Roddy McDowell, Lucas Krump, T Callahan, Bob Conlin, Anthony David Adams, Robert Ellis, Kenyon Phillips, Noah Rainey, and James Brown on…
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Digging into six months of BROTHERS AND TEACHERS
Anthony David Adams, Roddy McDowell, Kenyon Phillips, James Brown, Chris Ryan, T Callahan, Robert Ellis, Bob Conlin, Bill Maeda — Kim Stanley Robinson…
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What I'm Reading, September 2022
Saxx underwear, the Open Library, Meghan Daum, Frans de Wall, Grayson Perry, Brian Broome, Kim Stanley Robinson, Norah Vincent, Loic Le Meur, Carl Erik…
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What is Intuition? A Whole and Open Mind
An inner voice, guardian within, embodied cognition, pattern recognition, knowing without knowing how, understanding through the senses, bone knowledge…
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