That endless confusion you spoke of really hit home for me. It's endlessly stressful.
Deep-down I feel I've always known that the decision itself barely matters, but that the 'doing-ness' of the thing itself is what's important. Putting aside the need to execute perfect choices, and being humble enough to forgive yourself to live with the effects of perhaps what wasn't the right direction to have gone down... and situation subsequently arrived at.
It can be so difficult to not tear oneself down for having done it all wrong, yet instead allow yourself to admit that simply doing it IS doing life itself.
That endless confusion you spoke of really hit home for me. It's endlessly stressful.
Deep-down I feel I've always known that the decision itself barely matters, but that the 'doing-ness' of the thing itself is what's important. Putting aside the need to execute perfect choices, and being humble enough to forgive yourself to live with the effects of perhaps what wasn't the right direction to have gone down... and situation subsequently arrived at.
It can be so difficult to not tear oneself down for having done it all wrong, yet instead allow yourself to admit that simply doing it IS doing life itself.